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[03 Nov 2005|07:57pm]
[ mood | british (don't ask) ]

Wow it's great to hear from you, Loummy and Alaa! (Shut up, Neesha XP)

Loummy: What happened to the site? I checked on it and while I was gone, NO posts were made! What up with that? We need to get it rollin again, man.

ALAA!!!: Who the flip is Alasar? And yeah, she's not in the best of spirits but I hear she's getting a lot better. At least I hope.

About the guitar: GOOD NEWS! I got my Em string put back today and got it tuned. I can now play a song called "Ghost Riders In The Sky", part of "Sugar We're Goin Down" and a song called "Foxtrot Uniform Charlie Kilo". I'm extremely happy as well because now I actually know how to tune it and I've gotten a new case and everything. My left pointer finger hurts like a muther but it's worth it.

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YO! [29 Oct 2005|04:51pm]
[ mood | my butt hurts ]

God this sucks. Hurricane Wilma totally kicked our asses and we had to flee Ft Lauderdale and go to my cousin’s house in Daytona. Not like he even lives here. With the money he has, he owns a house, like, everywhere. It’s so boring here. The only good things they have are cable, food, light, heat, etc. Stuff we didn’t have back home. It was awesome, me and Neesh watched FUSE and VH1 all day. They don’t have internet though, which is why I’m actually writing this entry in Microsoft Word and plan on posting it here once we go back. I haven’t had school all week (it’s Friday, today, btw.)

We went shopping yesterday at Publix. We also went to this awesome store called Dots. I got a pair of jeans, a top, and a jean skirt. I’m so happy. But my mom’s bank account was kind of fried from the hurricane. She can’t access any of her money so we’re kind of screwed for a while.

Me and my mom walked down the block to this little theater they have in Daytona. It’s actually pretty cute, but they don’t look they have many kid things. But they are in need of a stage manager, so my mom and I are going by tomorrow morning to help them build sets. My mom might take on a weekend job with them if you can. Mind you, it’s 6 hours from Ft Lauderdale to Daytona and she’s willing to travel up Friday or early Saturday and go back Sunday. I don’t really mind that either. I could do my homework or whatever in the car and we could just stay in Cris’s house.

Anyway, after that we walked down to the beach. It was pretty nice. I got a little exercise and hopefully a slightly darker tan. We just walked up and down once, collecting a few shells and scaring some birds. It was nice.

My other cousin here with me is such a bitch. Her birthday is tomorrow. I made her a power point presentation/birthday card, but I just deleted it. I have to sleep in the bedroom with her and we were watching TV. Pimp My Ride came on and I changed the channel. She got all bitchy and mad, complained to my mom WHO FUCKING CAVED IN!!!! She told me to change the fucking channel. I couldn’t believe it. We had the earring incident just the other week and we discussed how the bitchy little ass-hole gets everything she wants whenever she wants it and my mom totally isn’t helping the situation.
Right now I’m on the couch opposite her (my mom) and she’s rubbing my foot, trying to calm me down or something. Fuck everything. She doesn’t really mean it. If she did, she would have just said we had to get along or turn off the fucking TV all together. Not give that skanky little whore her way.

I’m gonna make a list. 100 things I hate about (my bitch-hole of a cousin)
1. She complains about everything,
2. People always feel bad for her when she complains.
3. Her parents (all 3) are filthy fucking rich.
4. She wears all kinds of bras when she’s flatter than a piece of cardboard.
5. She’s 11 and owns a thong.
6. She complains about having such a shitty life when she knows she’s a princess.
7. She thinks she knows everything when she really doesn’t.
8. She gets more things for her birthday and holidays than anyone should.
9. She’s selfish.
10. She’s rude, but all the adults seem to ignore it.
11. Whenever she’s wrong or being a bitch, adults always take her side.
12. She acts so innocent, then turns around and it’s like she’s grown fangs.
13. She holds grudges.
14. She’s the favorite and rubs it in everyone’s faces.
15. She wonders why boys don’t like her when she’s annoying, rude, and has no curves whatsoever.
16. She makes the most shitty cake you’d ever taste.
17. Every animal she sees, she has to pick up and touch.
18. She lies every chance she gets that will make her seem smarter.

That’s all I have for now. *breathes deeply* It’s amazing how you could hate your own flesh and blood so much.

Moving on. I saw, like 5, Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire trailers in the past two days than is normal. Earlier on I saw one that was completely new and I seriously almost wet myself. I was glued to the TV and I suddenly felt like I had to pee. It was strange, but oddly cool.

I’ve become obsessed with Fall Out Boy lately. The lead singer and the black-haired bass players are now my hot guy targets. I think the black-haired one (the one that starred in the “Dance, Dance” video) might be a little, you know, *flowery* but that’s okay. He’s still hot. The lead lead singer has the sexiest side burns you will ever see. Well, so does the lead singer of Motion City Soundtrack, but his are just scary.

Come Sunday and I’ll have been without internet access for a whole week. Man, this blows.
Well, peace out and I’ll see you on the flipside.

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[22 Oct 2005|04:30pm]
[ mood | jammin out ]

Yay! I have two CDs now that I wanted:
The Silence in Black and White by Hawthorne HEights and Comit This To Memory by Motion City Soundtrack.
They both rock socks like woah.

My cousin's having a birthday party tonite at 7. I have this awesome white and green strapless top and I'm gonna wear this black skirt I've hard, like, for ever. Not sure what i'm gonna do with my hair, but I'm gonna look awesome. Probably gonna have to bring my i-pod as well.

Wow. Travis hooked up with Leah. Now I'm utterly twin-less. *cries* I'm probably going to grow up to be gay. I'm thirteen and have never had a proper boyfriend. Even a boyfriend/penpal would be awesome. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME! *spirals into deep, dark black hole of depression and lonliness*


I wonder if we have any cookies left...

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[16 Oct 2005|07:24pm]
[ mood | energetic ]

I'm thinking about starting a new forum. Probably HP or maybe just for fun. Anyone interested in helping me run it? Like Mods and stuff?

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[16 Oct 2005|01:37am]
[ mood | stressed ]

Fuck. Today we went to WalMart. I had $9. The Hawthorne Heights CD was $9.78 + tax. My stupid mom wouldn't give a friggin dollar. I wanted to kill something.

Then we went to Publix, the Dollar Store, the blah blah blah. I hate going out and doing stuff that isn't shopping. Now I have to go vacuum the house and clip my plants for my science project. Grrr. I hate things.


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[15 Oct 2005|01:32pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Okay so in addition to:

Idiot Pilot- Strange We Should Meet Here
Fall Out Boy- From Under the Cork Tree
Weezer- Make Believe
Hawthorne Heights- The Silence In Back and White
My Chemical Romance- Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge
Mozy Fruvous- The C Album
The Used- In Love and Death

I also want:

Foo Fighters- In Your Honor
Motion City Soundtrack- Comit This To Memory
Senses Fail- Let It Enfold You

WOw, my X-mas for once is only music. I rawk.

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*sigh* [14 Oct 2005|10:02pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Today I got the two best massages of my life. From... guess who, TERRELL! Sometimes he just goes up to people and squeezes their shoulders for a minute. In History when he was sitting behind me and he started doing it. And he kept going! It felt so nice. I then left my chair for a moment once he was done. (It lasted, like, a full 5 minutes) and Genesis jumped into my chair. So I had to wait until hers was done, then I got another later. It was so nice.

I'm watching "Grease". It's weird because I remember a lot from the play I did in July, but a lot is new to me. It's a real good movie, but the cheesiness is insanity.

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[13 Oct 2005|10:38am]
[ mood | blind ]

So I'm going to become a vegitarian. And I'm serious this time. No meat for me anymore.
I also just found out that I'm emo. *blink* It's weird, I like all this emo music, I'm often despressed, and I like writing. Seems emo to me.
Okay, so I'm an emo vegitarian. Once I start having sex every other hour, breaking things, and cutting myself, someone hit me over the head with something.

I hate my mom. She went to work with my glasses. HOLY SHIT, I'M FUCKING BLIND!!!!

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...So I'm breaking the habit tonite... [12 Oct 2005|07:05pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]

I'm baby sitting the little cousin again. We were gonna leave, like, half an hour ago, but my moms cousin had to borrow our car.

Okay, so Alex isn't so bad. I'm now friends with her. (Go figure.) She's a nice girl and unlike Amanda with Elliot oh-so-long ago, she's not a total bitch. She's very sweet and funny. No matter how jealous I am of her, I can't hate her just for that.

If I didn't say it already, the wedding Sunday wasn't a complete fiasco. Despite the 'technical difficulties' and the tackiness of some of it, it went well. I kind of made up the cousin I was mad at, but I'm still slightly ticked at her. Anyway, the cake sucked, but the after party was good. The DJ had no idea how to mix, but it was fine.

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Political Test [12 Oct 2005|04:01pm]
[ mood | jubilant ]

You are a

Social Liberal
(63% permissive)

and an...

Economic Liberal
(33% permissive)

You are best described as a:


Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid
Also: The OkCupid Dating Persona Test
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[09 Oct 2005|02:31pm]
[ mood | deep ]

God this wedding is going to the dogs. Lisa is driving everyone bonkers! She can't make up her mind about anything and now the location has been changed. Hardly anyone knows when or where the wedding is now. It's 2:30 and the thing was supposed to be at 3, but that's out. Well, at least my outfit is hot. I know I'll be looking good, no matter how stupid the wedding turns out.
I just wrote a fan letter to Daniel Radcliffe. Dunno if I'm actually going to send it.
My mom showed me something interesting last night. My great-grandmother's wedding ring, two wedding rings of my grandmother's that got too small, and my mom's rings. It kind of made me sad. I hope I don't have to add mine to the collection.
Yay! My mom bought me a razor. It's kind of weird but I'm proud to be able to shave now. My mom said I couldn't till I was older, but she let me! My legs and pits are no extremely smooth. I'm so happy. I can wear shorts and tank tops now! Woot!
X-Mas is coming up and if anyone (coughNeeshacough) is wondering, these are the CD's I'm hoping for:

Idiot Pilot- Strange We Should Meet Here
Fall Out Boy- From Under the Cork Tree
Weezer- Make Believe
Hawthorne Heights- The Silence In Back and White
My Chemical Romance- Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge
Mozy Fruvous- The C Album
The Used- In Love and Death

WINKNEESHAWINK! Ahem. Okay. Yeah. Peace.

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[04 Oct 2005|08:37am]
[ mood | groggy ]

Whoo. The past few days have been mighty busy. We (friends and a cousin) went to the mall Saturday. It was a lot of fun. We saw "Roll, Bounce" which was hilarious. I just realized I'm in love with Bow Wow. He's reallllly cute. We ran into this kid from school. It was really funny. Then it rained while we were waiting for our ride and we got soaked. It rocked.
My cousins wedding is Sunday. My outfit, as I stated, is black and white. My mom has these awesome star earrings that are also black and white. She promised them to me for the wedding. Well, for my older cousin's birthday on Sunday, we went to this really cool Brazilian place and mom gave the earrings to my younger cousin who subtley begged her for them. We got home and my mom realized what she did. She called over and asked for them back. The note Ari sent back with the earring read thus:
Here are the earrings you gave me. I was very hurt, but I'll give them back anyways.
God, I hate her. THen my older cousin whose birthday was the other day slept over. She's a total bed hog!!! Anyway, she said that Ari told her that I probebly bitched and moaned to my mom all night to guilt her into asking for them back. Ha! What a trip. She's the bitch here, not me.
School is okay. I'm still confused about the twins because everytime I deicde on one, the other does or says something to change my mind. I hate it. I wish I had Elliot back. No matter how confusing he got, I was never confused about my feelings for him.

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[28 Sep 2005|05:16pm]
[ mood | inadiquate ]

Today was okay. The twins were late (missed their bus or something) but the came at the end of first hour. I hardly got a chance to interact with any of them today, though.
Something insane happened in History though. I let Krishni borrow a pen earlier in the day. We had a sub for History, so I was sitting with these other friends of mind doing work. All of a sudden, I hear my name. I turn and the pen comes flying at me. It hits me right on the temple (the point, of course) and begin to bleed like mad. I didn't know it at first. I only had my hand to my head cuz that shit hurt. When I took my hand away, it was covered in blood. It only hurt for about a minute though. Then it just bled for a few moments and stopped. My history was totally pissed when she came back. She had to write up an accident report and everyrthing. I forgave Krishni in a heartbeat, but was mad that my mom wouldn't pick up her phone when I called her a million times.
Also what upset me is that Terrell was there, but didn't say a word about anything. He just watched me with this kind of annoyed look on his face as all the girls came over to make sure I was okay.

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[27 Sep 2005|07:00pm]
[ mood | sick ]

My cousin's getting married weekend after next! I'm so excited! I have this really awesome outfit that we got yesterday. It's a black peasant skirt with little squins, a white strappless top with a see-through white shrug. I'm gonna look so hot. *dances*

Today was okay. I'm not sure who I'm getting to like more: Travis or Terrell. Talk about a cliche crush: twins. Terrell is cuter and it's almost like he's forbidden since he has a girlfriend. Plus he keeps touching and tickling me in history, it's awesome. Like today, he poked my sides three times, poked the side of my neck numerous times and HELD MY HAND! Well not really, he took it in his to question my blood-red nail polish, but it was close. Then, I was coming back to my seat and his knee was sicking out from under his desk. I put my finger tips together, pressed on his knee and spread them apart. It drives ticklish people crazy, I should know. He looked up and smiled as if it tickled, but he didn't want to show it. And the thing with Travis is a lot funner, smarter, and makes more jokes. In class, he participates so much more and me and him go around touching people's ear together sometimes. It tickles like hell, especially if you aren't especting it. He's single as far as I know. I have no idea who to choose.

Today Alexandra (my 'rival') waved at me. That's it, just waved. I had went down to see if the bus came and she and Jason and some other people were just hanging out. As I came closer, she just gave me this little. I mean, I waved back and everything but what's she playing at? I know she doesn't KNOW I don't like her, but I wish she did. And then I had to sit on the outside of one seat and she sat out the outside of the one next to me on the bus. Just being near her aggrevated me. But like Elliot, I'm probably going to get past Terrell. I always get over things even if they seem like the end of the world at the time. It pisses me off immensley.

I just had half a raw cookie dough cookie and some icing. My stomach hurts.

No one was online earlier today.

I'm reading this book called "Blood and Chocolate". It's really good. About this warewolf pack living in this boarding house type place in Maryland in their human forms. In their wolf forms, they hunt and run and mate and stuff. The lead character, a girl named Vivian falls in love with this human guy, but he freaks when she exposes herself for what she truly is. She then accidently becomes titled as the mate for the leader of the pack and eventualy she falls for him instead. It's actually really good. I tried reading it ages ago but never got through it.

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[26 Sep 2005|05:34pm]
[ mood | inspired ]

I'm gonna start a poetry LJ. Yeah, that's what I'll do.

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[25 Sep 2005|03:02pm]
[ mood | happy ]

So I just came back from doing some gardening with my mom. We just pulled up weeds and stuff. It was 'fun'.
My moms cousin and her husband came over for breakfast this morning. I ate, then came back to the computer. I hate eating with people. I'm so closed up sometimes.
Later, we're going to the mall to get my grandma shoes for my cousins wedding weekend after next. And we're also getting stuff for us too. Yay! I love shopping.
I vacuumed the whole apartment this morning. It took, like, ten minutes. So my grandma found it necessary to give me $10! I'm not complaining, but she's weird like that. She just gives away money. But what grandma doesn't!?

Ah, I almost forgot! My mom bought her own laptop yesterday, so this one is MINE! That is, once she gets rid of all her shit from this one. Hurray!

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any better than this [25 Sep 2005|11:39am]
[ mood | calm ]

How can i stand here with you and not be moved by you?

*dances to prettiest song in existance*

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[24 Sep 2005|02:39pm]
[ mood | curious ]

Who are you:
What's your name?: Alex
How old are you?: 13
If you could describe your physical self in one word, what is it?: blah
If you could describe your mental self in one word, what is it?: universal
What is your favorite color?: bule
Where did you get this survey?: freelayouts community

How do you feel about:
Animals (pets, or animals in general): they're cool
Abortion: if you made the mistake to get pregnant, you should keep it. if you were forced (raped) it shouldn't be your responsibility
Faith; religion: i'm too young to believe in anything fully yet
Politics: bush sucks. what do you want?
The media: butt holes
Music: you can't live without it
Television: hardly watch much anymore
Phone or instant messenger: instant messenger, not a big phone person

Color: blue
TV show: spongebob
Movie: harry potter
song: dirty little secrets-- the all-american rejects
Food: pizza
Snack: pie!
Alcoholic drink: pina colada, but don't tell my mom
Hobby: writing
Singer/band: LP!
City/state/country: US

In 10 years, you'll be where?: still in college, probably with a hot boyfriend and a part time job
Ok, how about in 5 years?: wild college parties
Are you gonna do college? (Or, if you're past the age, did you?): i want to go to sarah lawerence college in nY
Do you want children?: perhaps
If so, how many?: one, MAYBE two
What profession do you want to take?: something that has to do with writing (editor, author, etc.)

In the past 24 hours, have you:
Smoked?: Nope
Drank?: juice
Gotten drunk?: no
Received/gotten a kiss?: from my mommy
Received/gotten a hug?: yes
Taken drugs?: nada
Stood on your head and sang the Macarana?: yes actually...
Plucked your eyebrows? (Or your bf or gf's?): nope
Read a Bible?: no
Gone to church?: no
Talked to someone?: yes

Overall, what the heck are you feeling right now?: constapation

Hollywood/The Biz:
Who is your favorite actor: johnny depp
Who is your favorite actress? dakota fanning
Off topic: Averaging, how much time a day do you spend on around an hour or less

Favorite comedy:the hot chick
Favorite drama: the phantom of the opera
Favorite thriller: HATE THRILERS
Favorite romance: the phantom of the opera
Favorite series: harry potter
Favorite chick-flick: hate em
Favorite family film: finding nemo
Favorite all-around movie: lord of the rings
Favorite tear-jerker: hardball (sad ass movie)

Favorite primetime show: eh
Favorite reality TV show: eh
Favorite TV station: fuse
Favorite episode of your favorite TV show: the first ever smallville one
Favorite all-around show: smallville/ spongebob

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SAVE ME! [24 Sep 2005|11:38am]
[ mood | bored ]

Very very bored. I'm at this 'fundraiser' in my cousins pharmacy. Me and my younger cousin were racing in these awesome scooters before and I think I'm going to go again.

.. ah, the bordem.

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bordem [23 Sep 2005|04:02pm]
[ mood | sugar high ]

I wonder how LJ cuts work.... I typed in a caption for the cut below, but where do I put the link?

follow me!Collapse )

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